I know most of you don't care and that I might delete this late but i'm in a very VERY bad place right now.
I'm in my last year of high school which means that I have lots and lots of work to do for my final exams AKA GCSE's.
This is really effecting my mental health. I keep having breakdowns out of nowhere. I want to cry 24/7, just wanna stay in bed, I have to no motivation..and the best part...No one listens or bats an eye.
It just really upsets me because I don't like being the first to message people due to anxiety and such; i'm always scared i'm annoying the person and such.
And I just wanna vent to people by call/chat.
However like I said before..No one cares or bats an eye. Family, teachers ,'friends' you name it.
If i'm cold to any of you please know that I don't mean it..i'm just in a bad place right now and can't control my breakdowns and such.
I mean..it would be really nice if my friends cared enough to help me when i'm lost in an everlasting dark hell.
In other words...if I owe you something, its going to be very VERY slow.
P.S. If you to contact me about how i'm feeling skype me. IF you don't have my skype then note me.
P.P.S. I'm very sorry if the grammars off I had to take off my glasses cause they're foggy.